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Knocked around for clarity

I have been hit in the head several times. I only discovered this when I received my first concussion when I played for Sacred City Derby girls over a year ago. I recall the feeling of being disoriented and lost and like my brain was sloshing around in my head. At first I couldn’t really recall how I was recalling anything. Ya know, I didnt know where the memory was coming from. Then it hit me. Or rather I remember him hitting me. I remembered like a flood of ocean water over my memories gushing out my eyes, that my step father slammed me against things all the time. He loved to wack my head about.

Now that I have received one more concussion I find myself rather pissed because I now understand that what he did to me stole so much from who I was.

then i have a fucking epiphanie and realize non of this matters because being pissed at him for screwing up my brain doesn’t mean shit. I was supposed to experience that, so i could learn to be strong to work through it. I may never have found the awesome powers I have now if i had not had that challenge.

well shit, i guess i cant even bitch about it then.

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Mind PoP

Hyper focusing on a single minded goal is good during the work of that goal. But lets not let every breath of our day be about that goal. The variety of the BIG picture is what attracts the numbers and in the numbers we find such rich diversity, love and passion. With the passion comes the drive to succeed.

Yes I understand we all have a different goal, but the goals are all attainable without having to hurt others or ruin the flow of harmony.

mind just pops sometimes and I dont know where to put it.