Posted: May 29, 2011 at 3:46 pm | Tags: growth, life, self
I want to re-enter the world of writing in here again. I have so much in me and need to share it. I am currently quite distracted and feeling overwhelmed with physical illness. I must return though. I can’t complete my personal evolution in small facebook posts. It’s simply not enough.
In the last year my life has grown so much. I left my husband. I moved out of my safe house and moved away from my children. I have fallen in love with so many different aspects of my new life. I have been thrust into scary places, forced to view myself and all that I am. Not just one aspect of myself. Not just a mother, not just a wife, not just a woman. I see the spirit, the soul, the goddess the all knowing and the child. I am in touch with all. I learned of powers I have and want to write about them. So I will.
Posted: September 5, 2010 at 8:04 am | Tags: beauty, heart, intent, life, love, poetry, real
I have discovered it once again. The beauty in your eyes, the soul so deep and open and wanting my love so completely. I have it here. It’s for you, it’s real. I have no bad intentions I have no dark side to hide in. I am what you see. I have grown out of a waste land of trash and sharp painful objects, I sprouted up through the junk to seek the sunshine that shimmered on the metal of my pile. I pushed my way through and let the sun love me, nourish me and grow me big and strong just for you. Just to be here and love you for who you are, for what you feel, for all your needs and desires. You are purely lovely and all I can see is your beauty. The beauty of creation. The beauty of life. The forces of love and flight and freedom shine on my face when you look at me…..truly look at me. The warmth and love in your eyes embrace is enough to sustain me for a life time. Thankfully I am blessed with so much more than just your eyes upon me, but your arms, your mouth, your hands, your skin, your heart, and your soul.
Thank you my love, thank you for all your perfect beauty.